Bluuuh

[alias_sqbr]

Feeling sore enough today it feels worth taking note of, though I've been feeling sore and tired in general for the last month or two of Continuous Stresses. But today there have been painful spasms! I don't get that very often and am Not A Fan.

Also, relatedly...
my youngest brother has gone missing again. He sent dad a message from LIMA PERU saying he was having issues with his flight and was stuck in the airport with no money (after having left a few days earlier with no note or explanation) but then went silent again and attempts to coordinate with the embassy didn't pan out, they think he maybe took a different flight. So he could be anywhere! Still, he's clearly willing to ask for help in principle so hopefully he's ok... somewhere...

Feeling emotionally meh too, very inclined to feel like People Are Angry At Me (no need for any of you to reassure me since I haven't spoken to any of you today and my brains not quite at "this entirely typical period of not talking is proof they hate me")

OH WELL. Time for more games and silly videos until morale improves.

Comments

[winterbird]

Can I say I love you in a completely not reassuring way though, like, just as a fact, a thing that just exists, like how I was looking at all the Jane Austen books sold by the Folio Society yesterday wondering if you had any (do you) and just enjoying thinking about that sdlkfjas (not that you *need* more Jane Austen stuff I know that but like...still...)

Also oh god spasms SUCK I am so sorry D: I mean it's not enough that your toe is literally broken your body has gone 'hmmmmmm, what if we season this with a bit of spice.' Not all of us like spicy food :/

(The stuff with your brother is a lot - I also hope he found a different flight and is safe Somewhere, but the not knowing is...crappy, and I'm sorry he does this)

[alias_sqbr]

Ahhh you definitely can even if I get flaily <3 And yeah I don't get excited about Special Editions of things my books are all higgledy piggledy stacked all over the place.

...ok I just checked and that's really the spelling? higgledy piggledy? I have been pronouncing it higgeldy piggeldy all this time...

[muccamukk]

LIMA PERU! WTF!? I hope your family is able to locate and return him very soon.

[alias_sqbr]

Thank you! I am glad he did end up being ok in the end.