Life stuff
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alias_sqbrGIP: new icon of turtles all the way down, from this photo.
Lately I've been feeling...I guess mildly depressed is the word for it. Not sad exactly, just that whenever I ask myself if I have the motivation to do stuff my brain keeps saying "nope it will make you feel bad and you will screw it up" so I don't. Like an ache you only notice when you try to move. And of course then I feel sad about not getting anything done, luckily I've been able to find enough things I can do to keep the wheels of life turning and have a sense of accomplishment.
In that vein...
Have been playing through the Fade VERY SLOWLY in DAO. It is generally considered the most boring part of the game and most people skip it on replays, but it's the first time I've tried it without cheats so I am determined to see if I can do it (signs point to yes!) It is pretty dull though, no dialogue or other characters just...fighting and wandering around.
Started watching All About My Romance, alas my brain is a bit sick of having to read subtitles. I tried a bunch of other Hulu shows the only other one to grab me at all so far is "Little Mosque" but it's not the kind of show I can watch a bunch of in a row.
I found myself feeling SUDDENLY SAD about not going to Continuum, and I do think I let inertia make me dismiss the idea of going too quickly, but mainly I think I just feel lonely AND socially awkward which makes me crave large groups of friendly people I can lurk around awkwardly. Not sure how to acquire such a thing in Perth right now :/
flamebyrd did you notice this hexel picture I reblogged? She's been doing some nice art with Hexel, still haven't experimented with it myself.
Adorable physics romance between an electron and a positron
Gratuitous picture of myself and the socks I bought.
A little video about cosplay some people might enjoy
No hugs or equivalent please I'm not in that sort of mood.
Lately I've been feeling...I guess mildly depressed is the word for it. Not sad exactly, just that whenever I ask myself if I have the motivation to do stuff my brain keeps saying "nope it will make you feel bad and you will screw it up" so I don't. Like an ache you only notice when you try to move. And of course then I feel sad about not getting anything done, luckily I've been able to find enough things I can do to keep the wheels of life turning and have a sense of accomplishment.
In that vein...
Have been playing through the Fade VERY SLOWLY in DAO. It is generally considered the most boring part of the game and most people skip it on replays, but it's the first time I've tried it without cheats so I am determined to see if I can do it (signs point to yes!) It is pretty dull though, no dialogue or other characters just...fighting and wandering around.
Started watching All About My Romance, alas my brain is a bit sick of having to read subtitles. I tried a bunch of other Hulu shows the only other one to grab me at all so far is "Little Mosque" but it's not the kind of show I can watch a bunch of in a row.
I found myself feeling SUDDENLY SAD about not going to Continuum, and I do think I let inertia make me dismiss the idea of going too quickly, but mainly I think I just feel lonely AND socially awkward which makes me crave large groups of friendly people I can lurk around awkwardly. Not sure how to acquire such a thing in Perth right now :/
flamebyrd did you notice this hexel picture I reblogged? She's been doing some nice art with Hexel, still haven't experimented with it myself.Adorable physics romance between an electron and a positron
Gratuitous picture of myself and the socks I bought.
A little video about cosplay some people might enjoy
No hugs or equivalent please I'm not in that sort of mood.
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Date: 2013-06-06 03:32 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-06-08 08:52 am (UTC)Glad you liked it!
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Date: 2013-06-07 04:49 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2013-06-08 08:51 am (UTC)I keep meaning to try Hexel out at all but it's always hard to experiment outside of my established art process.
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Date: 2013-06-07 06:00 am (UTC)It's been getting harder and harder for me to find no-spf lip products, too. Fortunately, mineral spf-agents are fine for me, so anything that lists oxides (and only oxides!) as the sunblock agent works for me. FINDING them is another matter, though! Right now the only source I have is the promotional lip balms my dentist is giving away.
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Date: 2013-06-08 08:50 am (UTC)EVERYTHING makes me nauseous, including most medications/foods that are supposed to settle a weak stomach. And oxide based spf products seem to bring me out in a rash even more than regular sunscreen /o\ (I own a wide collection of broad brimmed hats)
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Date: 2013-06-08 03:07 pm (UTC)Nausea is NO FUN. Neither are rashes.
Hats, at least can be fun.
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Date: 2013-06-11 04:56 am (UTC)