Blaaah

[alias_sqbr]

You know sometimes I feel like trying to work isn't worth how miserable I feel when I have to call in sick for two weeks straight, but then I remember how miserable I felt when I wasn't working. *is reminded why "depression" is mentioned prominently in the "follow on symptoms" of any description of cfs*

On the plus side, I was inspired to write a new disclaimer (see 5a).

*goes off to kill some monsters in FFVI*

Comments

[tevriel.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean... If my life feels stagnant I feel terrible.

You can only do your best. Spoon limitations can show in weird ways. I, for example, can spend much longer working in the library than I can in UniSFA without breaking down at the moment.

[alias_sqbr]

Oh indeed. Spoons are definitely not linear. And yes, I have been making myself feel useful by killing monsters and writing reviews and other easy things.

I don't think I ever got any work done in unisfa even when I was well :)

[tevriel.livejournal.com]

Yeah, that would be why I haven't been into UniSFA since Monday. Having work to do = not going to UniSFA, essentially. I may be too old anyway...