Rambly panel related thoughts
Apr. 23rd, 2011 08:43 amUg. I seem to have become One Of Those Fans who starts off with a reasonable question then goes into a ramble about a pet topic or, worse, a self righteous and only barely relevant rant. I think it's a combination of less ability to concentrate on what I'm saying and my social skills being rusty.
Perhaps I should write questions down when I think of them. And/or find more opportunities to rant about fannish stuff in person outside of a panel context, get it out of my system.
I also think I might have to stop going to panels that are too straightforwardly celebratory of their subject. Even if I agree with 99% of the positive things people are saying, that 1% of disagreement and the vibe that only squeeful responses are expected niggle at me and I start feeling all contrary and cantankerous and being tempted to rant. I had to just leave the Doctor Who panel before I ended up ranting about the ways Russell T Davies is better than Stephen Moffat (Not that I think he's better overall! But he wasn't all bad) And I seem to be unable to make it through a panel about fanworks without muttering about the ways the community isn't quite as inclusive and supportive as all that.
That said, I came to an interesting realisation during
cupidsbow's panel (alas it might have been better if I hadn't gotten sidetracked into rambling about it and some other random stuff right then and there) She and
chaosmanor were giving examples of political fanworks, and the ways that remix culture and transformative works can say and do interesting things. Many of the examples they gave were satire deigned to unsympathetically critique the original work (EDIT: Or at least, that's what they started with, which is what inspired my ramble), even though this form of transformative work (a)already has general legal and cultural support and (b)is not remotely representative of the kind of stuff fanfic etc fandom usually creates. In fact there's a lot of meta which makes a big deal about how critical fanworks are still "made with love" (which most of them are), and I've had people tell me that anything not made out of love isn't really fanfic and doesn't necessarily belong in places like the AO3.
Yet when people want to talk about vidding fandom, say, they'll frequently give the example of something like Women's Work, which shows pretty much no love for the show and fits much more into traditional expectations of transformative art as satire or angry political statement. Love of subject (and specifically of character, and of romance/sex) is hugely maligned and invisibled outside fandom, and totally centralised within. As someone whose fanworks span the spectrum from angry/mocking satire to affectionate critique to shmoopy non critical romance and a bunch of other genres in between I have this weird set of inconsistent internalised and externalised reactions to my work.
It's worth noting that satire is not unrespected within fanworks fandom, but it is for example hard to know where to post something that is about X without celebrating X at all. Maybe there needs to be an "antifanworks" comm for posting such stuff. Though I imagine it would fill with intellectually lazy anti-Twilight etc works pretty quickly unless it was set up carefully (you'd definitely need to ban anything mocking other fans).
Also I'm not saying that people like
cupidsbow etc are wrong to use these works as examples, especially not if they're justifiying/celebrating transformative works in general rather than the more female dominated circles we move in. And they did also mention more uncritical celebratory works as well. But I still find the dynamic where these more "acceptable" (and in some ways, male coded) works become disproportionately used as the public face of fanworks fandom interesting. I think I need to ponder it some more.
In short: my contrary critical nature gets me into trouble as a fan wherever I go :D
Perhaps I should write questions down when I think of them. And/or find more opportunities to rant about fannish stuff in person outside of a panel context, get it out of my system.
I also think I might have to stop going to panels that are too straightforwardly celebratory of their subject. Even if I agree with 99% of the positive things people are saying, that 1% of disagreement and the vibe that only squeeful responses are expected niggle at me and I start feeling all contrary and cantankerous and being tempted to rant. I had to just leave the Doctor Who panel before I ended up ranting about the ways Russell T Davies is better than Stephen Moffat (Not that I think he's better overall! But he wasn't all bad) And I seem to be unable to make it through a panel about fanworks without muttering about the ways the community isn't quite as inclusive and supportive as all that.
That said, I came to an interesting realisation during
Yet when people want to talk about vidding fandom, say, they'll frequently give the example of something like Women's Work, which shows pretty much no love for the show and fits much more into traditional expectations of transformative art as satire or angry political statement. Love of subject (and specifically of character, and of romance/sex) is hugely maligned and invisibled outside fandom, and totally centralised within. As someone whose fanworks span the spectrum from angry/mocking satire to affectionate critique to shmoopy non critical romance and a bunch of other genres in between I have this weird set of inconsistent internalised and externalised reactions to my work.
It's worth noting that satire is not unrespected within fanworks fandom, but it is for example hard to know where to post something that is about X without celebrating X at all. Maybe there needs to be an "antifanworks" comm for posting such stuff. Though I imagine it would fill with intellectually lazy anti-Twilight etc works pretty quickly unless it was set up carefully (you'd definitely need to ban anything mocking other fans).
Also I'm not saying that people like
In short: my contrary critical nature gets me into trouble as a fan wherever I go :D
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Date: 2011-04-26 07:33 am (UTC)It's weird, but thinking about this, I've realized that all the things I show when I want to explain fandom are affirmative creations. Like the one night fandom vid when I wanted to explain yuletide to my mother. (Or fic -- when I introduced the idea of fic to my brother, when I told him I was writing austen ff, I showed him some of my favourite fics (actually, lin's and E's fic!). The same when I showed my sister HP fandom -- I chose one my favourite fic-writers. And all those fanworks are pretty unambiguously affirmative.)
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Date: 2011-05-02 08:08 am (UTC)Here's the list of works prepared for the panel, though they didn't talk about all of them.
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Date: 2011-04-23 04:42 am (UTC)(ps, I do enjoy your asides :)
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Date: 2011-04-23 11:26 am (UTC)(you know, like how many people saw "Closer" as a parody or something because they didn't have/get the interpretative context, at all. [I had that sort of experience -- of most of the audience not getting postive-affective fanworks and treating them as parody -- at a fan cultures conference, even. Like a default interpretative mode for fanworks, because ironic distancing = safe.] Personally, I don't understand how it can be seen as funny at all, but...)
Then again, idk how clued-in the audience was, you know? Maybe they would have gotten it, and I do agree with you that we should be more bold in showing the more context-dependent side of fandom too, hard as it may be. (And conceptualize the audience's unease and chuckles and whatnot. I'm contrary like that too -- I don't think panel mods should let that pass, but take it as an opportunity for discussion.)
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Date: 2011-04-26 07:34 am (UTC)Since the panel I've been thinking about which sorts of more typical political fanworks would be accessible to a broader audience, it's an interesting and difficult question.
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